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The only time I make sense, is when I'm talking in my sleep

This blog has been a fucking tragedy! I haven't really been working towards anything, The rules have been a total bust, I don't even like half the stuff I write, I've been really lazy, And I have had this unnecessary depressing outlook on everything to the point that you'd think I was on some fucking cheese ball drama. I need to be positive! I mean things really aren't so bad, even the hard stuff going on right now isn't so bad! I just like to make things up i my head to make them worse for myself (I know I sound crazy)

Kz so this is the PLAN! Create goals for myself and this blog, and add a new rule, which is to be positive and not a crazy person!

Goal #1 conquer my irrational/ crazy girl fears!

First fear to conquer: people.
How to overcome fear: I'll figure it out!

Ah Oui, Gonflables?????????????!

Thinking about becoming a PLATINUM BLONDE????!?!??!!??
wah?!


think about it. take a second.

19 and bored

I'm bored. Been with the fam. No opportunities to be the Great have come up so instead Ima gonna come up with a sweet bag for school, so YA!




^ these are the bags that I wanted but they're hella pricey. I can def come up with something better. Dig it?!

I shall post on the progress!

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Cause a Reaction

Most of the images are from The Selby and Design Sponge

Alright Alright, Oh Well Oh Well

Okay so orientation happened and I met like one cool person but whatever because soon I'll be in college and I'll meet a ton of new people which is TOTALLY overwhelming but I can do it. I was basically stressed and on one hours sleep during the entire orientation(when stressed I don't sleep YAY). So i was totally cranked out and bored. Its an overload of info which gets pretty boring. I was at least with my cousin and my best friend throughout the entire thing so they made it better. My schedule has a ton of gaps and I don't know how to fill them, but I'll figure it out. Also some pretty distressing news has hit me, but it's just a chance to for me to prove my strength, and become one step closer to being The Great. So it's time for me to sack up ladies and strangers!

.... I've been on a Shakira high. I love her.

Fears, Tears, and a whole lotta Greatness.

Okay so I basically have about a million billion trillion fears. Oh and they're all totally and completely irrational (YAY)

Okay so they basically range from airplanes to speaking in public(oddly enough I was on the speech and debate team)

Any way one of my biggest fears is people! Yeah I know it's strange, but I can't help it. I suppose its half normal but Nicky the Great is a fearless lady so I must be fearless and tomorrow is my college orientation so hopefully I can get over my dumb fear and meet cool new people! I can do this!!!!!!! Wish me luck!

Future Sugar Babies (even if they are older than me)

Louis Garrel

Ash Stymest


Josh Beech

Jeremy Young

Each will live with me in my English estate at one point in time, with my 11 dog and billions in riches and no one will ever know how I got so rich!

I don't wanna start a flame in your heart, I just wanna set the world on fire.

"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone", or is it "The bell tolls for thee"? I'd say it's the first. We come into this world alone and we leave this world alone and I don't find it depressing. I tend to be a bit dependant on others, so it's time to stop that! The Great is free to do what she wants when she wants without any one's help. Why do people think that being alone is so depressing? Being alone makes you yourself in every way, shape and form. We're also given this perception that love(or at least some sort of human specimen with a penis) is the only thing that will make us (females) whole. I want to be living proof that this perception is totally wrong. I want to be living proof that ying and yang do exist in a hero, that hero being the Kid/Great. I'm tired my friends and I thinking that we need boys in our lives. I'm not saying I'm not open to anything, I'm just saying it's not necessarily necessary in my adventure or anyone else's for that matter! So let me set the world on fire all by myself.



Greatest song ever? I think yes.

Love you fuckers!

What the NICKY??!?!?!?!??!??

I failed myself. Here I am singing the good news about becoming the Great and I'm not even following my own rules! I'll just lay it out there, I got a little discouraged after reading the last two posts because, come on, how many times can a person click the italics button before it gets stupid.=) It wasn't until my lady love Maria gave me some words of encouragement that I decided to keep this shiz up. I mean who else is gonna call themselves "the Kid," and force you to listen to their rambles?! No one except for yours truly.



Yup, I'm one of a kind. SOOO since I'm obvz no good at posting this everyday rule numero 1 needs to change. I plan on posting frequently, not everyday (I've only used it twice! that's the limit.) or even once a week for that matter, just somewhere in between. That way I can wreak havoc and tell you all about it! More about life in between posts soon!

I love you fuckers

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